HI(: okay blogging randomly cause idk what else to do~
uhm, today's is zak's birthday!(: wished her like so many times HAHAHA. well, went out just now for dinner. (actually I didn't eat LOL) super fun day, as usual! omgosh, I always enjoy my times with them(: makes me miss them like mad when I'm in school and they're not around.
LOL, my mother popped out of nowhere and gave me a shock.
well anyway. school's fine. I'm just not enjoying it. I feel like quitting school so badly and returning to jc though. of a sudden my dream of getting into R&D is really tugging at me. and I want it so bad. but at the rate I'm going, it's like not possible ): sigh. I felt like crying when I realised that I crushed my own dream by going to poly instead.
and I realise I don't really have anyone to go to for a shoulder to cry on. I don't want my friends and my parents to stress out cause of me so I don't dare to go to them. these are the times when I wish I had an understanding bf or just a friend I could pour my whole heart out to and still be the same afterwards. it's so hard to find such a friend now.
and poly is so superficial. sigh.
kinda emo now:/ and listening to an emo song is not helping. it's just making my tears well up in my eyes sigh. and I was watching dou niu yao bu yao. I've seen bits and pieces of it last time but never actually watched the whole thing. the first episode was nicer than I expected it to be(: so that's a good start I guess. shall watch the whole show^^
anyway, transformers on mon! can't wait^^ everyone's been talking about it so I expect it to be a really awesome movie^^
and my ankle's twisted sighhhh. can't wait for it to get healed soon!
and I shall start getting in shape tmr(: I dunno where I got this sudden determination from HAHAHA. but since my ankle's in that state, shall start by doing conditioning only.
anyway, sigh, I'm feeling too emo-ish now so I'm gonna go emo in my room nowww.