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Tuesday, May 3, 2011
8:20 PM

HIHIHIHIHIHI.

I realised I haven't blogged in a super long time. counting that I used to blog everyday.

well, atm I'm like super tired la. but I'm still trying to keep myself awake.

for what reason I'm doing this? there's no reason actually. it's just weird to go to bed so early:/

actually I should sleep soon la. I haven't had proper rest for more than one week. that's just.. wrong. and in less than 12hours time I have to be in school ):

hmm, basically my last week has been really hectic. one hell of a mess. I went to school and then when the weekends came I thought I could finally rest. but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, I had archery ): although it cut into my precious rest time, I don't regret going(: now I have a lot of awesome friends. that I don't get to see much cause like they are all at the engineering area ):

oh well. I look forward to fri(: I hope I'll get my rest this week. and archery officially starts on fri. oh dear, my scholarship interview is on fri too. and manfred's gig is on fri too. LOL. I have so many things to do on fri. pressure much.

and my life has basically been hectic cause like everyone has love problems lol. yet for some unknown reason, I seem to be the one getting all the confessions. and then when things get out of hand, all the blame is put on me. like wow thanks I feel so great la.

but actually that's solved already. not like I'm out of the picture. I'm still stuck in it, which I kinda hate but at the same time I want to be there too. sigh, I shouldn't be so contradictory.

the thing is, I don't mind helping ppl but wth I want to concentrate on my own one too can. while everyone else's is like going somewhere, I feel like mine is going nowhere and even more I feel like it's disappearing. sian diao. I'm annoyed but at the same time I don't give a heck.

well today I'm actually in a bad mood. cause I'm tired and somebody was blaming me for sth I didn't do. I swore for the first time in a long time, and I meant it.

I don't wanna think about it anymore la.

my head's killing me, I'm just gonna go sleep now.


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