bloggggggg.
okay, it's been only like 3 or 4 weeks idk and so many things have happened. whyyyyy. it's good that some things happened but some should have never, sighhhhh.
and I feel like everything is my fault. no matter what.
so anyway, I'm quitting archery. hahaha it's not cause my attention span very short kkkk. it's just that I really cannot handle the commitment:/ and other random factors. I was really pondering about it for a VERY VERY long time. like almost everyday since like 2 weeks ago?
and hahaha I'm posting at this hour cause I accidentally fell asleep and woke up like an hour ago. did some of my work and ate. guess I'll go to sleep after this post.
and well, with my relationship problems. they just seem to keep piling uppppp, higher and higher, good job to everyone. everyone should deserve and osacar award for the way they are behaving now. and it's not like I can say this to their face, sian. and with someone, everything is just wrong man. Idk why this is happening to us, but it's just wrong. and the fact that we only do it when there's no one we know around, that's even more wrong. it feels like I have some super huge secret now. it's not like I can't tell ppl, it's the thing about ppl getting the wrong idea:/
poly life is so hectic. well at least it's fun and easier to pass through. please don't ever make me regret leaving jc for poly.
anyway, B1A4 has a cute guy with small eyes <3 hahaha I seem to really like small eyes. I love eye candies, they just make my day so awesome(: everytime I'm down I think of my eye candies. superficial much hahaha.
my crush has small eyes too(: he was an eye candy before I knew him:P