orientation yesterday was lousier than I imagined it to be. I practically WTH-ed throughout it. basically it was a boring day, which got me really mad, cause it wasn't well organised and all. I think the jc system is still better. I'm starting to have my doubts about not retaining. sigh, did I make the wrong choice ):
anyway, tj ppl are a lot easier to talk to than np ppl. or maybe it's a jc poly thing. they have so much lingo that I never ever understand. don't really want to understand, so I gave up trying. jc ppl I miss you all.
my og is dead. seriously. and it's so freaking small, or tiny. 13 ppl sia wth. LAME SMALL. then the ppl all not high one, wtshit. other groups like million times more high. I'm deciding whether I should go to school damn high/crazy today, or I should give up entirely and be an attitude kid.
np's full of attitude kids, seriously. even the SCs sia wth. np's system so lousy sia how they choose one.
on a side note, I need to find another way to commute to school. 74's not going to make it. too crowded, so many ppl, can't even get on the bus ): WTH AHHHHHH!
I'm turning my sorrows into hatred, lmao.
one of my long nails broke today. I couldn't bear to throw it, but decided to throw it anyway ):
I wish someone would give me a crash course on how to talk to poly ppl. I going to cmi already. and everyone is seriously like from a neighbourhood school. I haven't talked to anyone who's around cedar standard omg. I'm going to die.
well anyway, I saw amirah today(: she's in archery. didn't see anyone else, but I think I saw 4N's monitor. I forgot what her name is LOL. and I saw samantha, my junior. then no more already, I think. wanted to see hanis and livia but I think like too many ppl already, chances of meeting so low lol.
I'm having trouble sleeping actually. I'm dreading tmr but also looking forward to it. like tmr is games! and I intend to exercise, seriously. but I scared my group all like heck care. like that would be like super boring:/
AND YESTERDAY I EXERCISED. in a sense. was like sprinting a number of times so that I could catch my bus. having to wait would be a pain so I just decided to run. and it's always fine running in shoes, no matter what shoes. as long as they're shoes. slippers fail, flats fail, scandals fail. I don't even need to mention heels.
well, this has been a long post. I hope today will be a better day.