I'm in a really weird mood. I feel this need to cry. not the wailing kind, but the soft sad crying. I don't know why I want to cry, I can't express the way I feel, but I'm not really sad. I'm not touched. but tears keep welling up in my eyes and then they fade.
I've never felt like this before. have I reached a new understanding of the human heart? I don't know. I can't think.
is life just an illusion? is the world an illusion? what is real?
I don't know, I don't.
