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I feel like saying something to a particular friend, but if I say it he's just gonna get mad. and I really want to say it, so I'm gonna blog.
it's just that I don't see the point in him posting all those statuses on fb. like if you're angry or annoyed at yourself for being useless or whatever, obviously ppl are going to tell you to chill. and then, you get mad at them for saying that. like what's the point man. if you don't want ppl to interfere with you about these things, then don't put it on fb and nobody will know. that's why I don't understand what's going on in your head. is it your pride and all? that you study like crazy and in the end you don't get the results you want? I mean like, it's okay to think you're better than average, and working hard isn't wrong, but you gotta admit that there are plenty of ppl out there who are born with better brains than you are and they work equally hard too, just that they might not show it. they have their pride too. and to make yourself feel better you post stuff on fb so ppl tell you you're not as bad as you think you are. I pity you for the way you're behaving. like you have no backbone. but maybe you're just too stressed out. I can't blame you for that. I just want you to know that there are ppl who care for you, and if you just keep pushing them away, one day they're just gonna give up on you because they can't do it anymore.
okay I'm done ranting. he doesn't know I have a blog so he probably won't read this and it's better that way. I can only hope he tries to change himself for the better. it's kinda sad to see him walk down the road to self-destruction and not able to pull him out of it. and well, I don't think anybody can. he has to do it himself. and honestly, relationships aren't everything. I don't know why he has to put himself through all this heartbreak and all. if you break, you break. end of story. I know I sound heartless, but it's the truth. there's nothing more to it.
gehh. this is such a long post of ranting.
anyway, I hate blogwalkers. when I rmb my password for my tagboard thingy, I'm gonna block all the blogwalkers. they're so annoying. or maybe I should entirely make my blog private. but that's such a pain in the ass to do and I dunno how to do it lol.
blogging is becoming a habit. sigh, that's not good.
and my sister walked past me just now and went like 'omg you have a blog?!' slow much. I told her awhile ago, seems like she wasn't listening when I was talking lol.
well, now that I'm done ranting, I guess I'll go back to do my daily stuff and try not to look at my fb homepage for awhile. it's totally spammed by his statuses that's why I totally lost my cool and needed to rant. if I was thinking slightly illogically, I would have already commented on his statuses with all this crap. but that's just gonna kill our friendship and all. and it's not like saying all this will make him change, so yeah.
I can only hope you see your mistakes soon.