just damn depressed right now.
I really want to rant.
but if I do that, everyone will like know everything.
then it'll be so pointless,
what I've done up till now.
only 2ppl know.
and I intend to keep it that way.
the less ppl who know,
the better.
don't blame me for being so emotionless.
I don't have a choice.
the less ppl who know,
less ppl get hurt.
URGH.
I can't believe I'm drowning my sorrows in COKE.
LIKE OF ALL THINGS?!
COKE!
damn it.
It's gonna be hard falling asleep.
stupid caffeine.
but like it ever worked anw.
damn tired now >.<
hahaha.
the way I hold the coke can
is damn joke.
it's the way I'd hold
a can of beer.
if I ever got to hold any.
I hate beer. it tastes disgusting D:
but I wanna get drunk.
YES, FOR ONCE.
I WANNA GET DRUNK.
forget my troubles,
for that very moment:)
0r maybe I just need a shoulder,
to let it all out.
but shoulders aren't easy to find.
haven't found any.
ppl are too easily influenced by my mood.
I EMO,
THEY EMO WITH ME.
that doesn't help much,
does it?
or maybe now I'm being greedy
and asking for more.
last time, I just need a listener.
NOW,
I need someone I can rant at.
SCREAM IN THEIR FACE LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS.
sadly, no one I know,
fits the category.
depressing.
I think I'm pretty drunk right now.
I let out too much info in this post.
but it won't make sense,
if you don't have enough to piece them together.
SCREW YOUR INFERENCING SKILLS.
it's not that simple.
and now that I'm done with my coke.
maybe it's time to sleep.