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HELLOS:D
back to blog again.
okay this is probably my first time being so cheerful in a long while:D
but heh heh.
THERE'S NO POINT IN BEING MOODY!
and WHEE! I found sth to do.
LIKE FINALLY!
since I'm only motivated by FUN,
it's not THAT easy to find sth to do:)
but hahaha. COMMENCE OPERATION SCARE THE SHIT OUTTA AN IDIOT:D
although I think I'm failing badly at it T.T
SO MUCH FOR BEING HIONG!
boo boo:P
I just sound damn hiong only.
I'm actually a big fat LAZY PIG:)
which explains why I was slacking the whole day today
instead of buying leggings and curling my hair.
I DON'T CARE IF MY TOP IS BLACK.
I'm gonna wear black leggings too:P
heh heh heh.
IT'S APPROVED BY MY MUM
so I don't give a SHIT TO WHAT YOU ALL THINK.
(EXAGGERATION)
I do care actually T.T
ARGH.
my hair is a total failure.
I'm just gonna straighten it or sth.
BLEAH
I DON'T CARE LIAO.
hmm hmm.
OH YEAH.
sent a stupid random msg to this idiot:)
who's going to malaysia today.
for one week if I'm correct.
but it's damn funny.
WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO THERE FOR ONE WHOLE WEEK?
it's not like you're a girl T.T
the chance of you shopping is like
SO SMALL.
I can't even SEE.
OMG OMG OMG.
that just totally reminded me.
I FORGOT TO REQUEST FOR THINGS AGAIN!
like...
AGAIN!
SHIT. THIS IS DAMN FAILURE.
hahaha. my dad's coming home today.
I can't believe one week passed by so fast.
WELL, he HAD to leave on thurs.
the day after my o's ended:P
bet he never buy anything for me again T.T
as usual.
last time he got de lorhh.
but that was like LONG LONG AGO.
stupid dad.
mum and sis fetching him.
I'm the lazy pig who stays at home AGAIN.
I HAVE OFFICIALLY STOPPED EMOING
over whatever.
I can't even rmb what the whatever was.
AMAZINGLY,
all my previous emo blog posts,
I CAN'T RMB IS TO WHO.
except for one.
cause I did this ______
and I really counted the spelling:P
LUCKY THE BODOH WILL NEVER IN HIS LIFE READ MY BLOG.
or even HEAR of my blog:)
I bet he doesn't even know I HAVE a blog.
such a pighead.
he should go die.
disturb me with his stupid msg.
then I NICELY reply,
I KENA DAO.
for dunno how many days liao.
problem case.
disturb him on msn,
ALSO PRETEND HE CANNOT SEE MY MSG.
what a jerk.
he's going into the same categoroy as SC.
I WONDER WHAT I EVER SAW IN THE IDIOT.
OH.
HIS HEIGHT.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN JOKE:)
I just knew his height today.
someone told me over the phone:P
HMM HMM. shall go watch my anime:)
lately I find it hard to be obsessed over anything D:
but I know the moment I start watching bleach or khr,
I CONFIRM CHOP cannot stop.
then I'll go crazy waiting for the new releases D:
so must wait a few more weeks.
then everything at ONE SHOT
more shiok.
10 eps at one go is A HELL LOT BETTER
than 8eps at one go and 2weeks of waiting.
DUH.
shall attempt to go finish 07-Ghost.
few more eps to go.
amazingly I paused at it,
went to finish CANAAN,
and can go back to watching it.
usually I pause de means I'll never go back.
or at least, it takes me months
before I attempt to go back.
THIS IS AMAZING.
I HAVE OVERCOMED STH!:D
WHEE~
but actually this week I overcome a hell lot of things liao:)
CAUSE FOR CELEBRATION!
BANG!
I WANT GATHERING!xD
BOOM BOOM BANG!
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
just damn depressed right now.
I really want to rant.
but if I do that, everyone will like know everything.
then it'll be so pointless,
what I've done up till now.
only 2ppl know.
and I intend to keep it that way.
the less ppl who know,
the better.
don't blame me for being so emotionless.
I don't have a choice.
the less ppl who know,
less ppl get hurt.
URGH.
I can't believe I'm drowning my sorrows in COKE.
LIKE OF ALL THINGS?!
COKE!
damn it.
It's gonna be hard falling asleep.
stupid caffeine.
but like it ever worked anw.
damn tired now >.<
hahaha.
the way I hold the coke can
is damn joke.
it's the way I'd hold
a can of beer.
if I ever got to hold any.
I hate beer. it tastes disgusting D:
but I wanna get drunk.
YES, FOR ONCE.
I WANNA GET DRUNK.
forget my troubles,
for that very moment:)
0r maybe I just need a shoulder,
to let it all out.
but shoulders aren't easy to find.
haven't found any.
ppl are too easily influenced by my mood.
I EMO,
THEY EMO WITH ME.
that doesn't help much,
does it?
or maybe now I'm being greedy
and asking for more.
last time, I just need a listener.
NOW,
I need someone I can rant at.
SCREAM IN THEIR FACE LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS.
sadly, no one I know,
fits the category.
depressing.
I think I'm pretty drunk right now.
I let out too much info in this post.
but it won't make sense,
if you don't have enough to piece them together.
SCREW YOUR INFERENCING SKILLS.
it's not that simple.
and now that I'm done with my coke.
maybe it's time to sleep.
bab.
BAB BAB.
BAA BAA BAA BAA B!
lols. new word.
KYUU :3
hahaha. I was acting cute in front of my mum today:D
super random.
but guess I needed it to de-stress.
YES.
ACTING CUTE WORKS.
TO DE-STRESS.
and I thought o's was bad.
now I'm even more stressed T.T
I WANNA FLYYYYYYYYYYYYYY FAR FAR AWAY.
WHOOSH!
hmm. 2012.
good movie.
but hella depressing.
AND THE COMEDIC EFFECT.
was stupid.
DAMN ASS.
they make you tear up.
and when your tear is about to drop.
SOMETHING STUPIDLY FUNNY HAPPENS.
okay, maybe it's just me.
I'm a SADIST after all.
I laugh after I fall down and after I puke.
I laugh at this poor innocent guy that gets electrocuted T.T
haix. I should stop that eh.
but anw 2012.
should go watch:) I recommend.
CAUSE. it keeps you thinking.
and today, I realised my regret.
and I decided, from now on,
I'M GONNA LIVE MY LIFE WITH NO REGRETS!
therefore,
I'm gonna SOOOO do sth about that regret of mine.
although, it's annoying I can't proceed now.
I gotta take one step at a time.
play it out the way the situation changes.
BUT I NEED RESULTS!
so no matter how I play,
THE END RESULT WILL BE THE SAME!
it's easy to achieve that actually:)
LIFE IS A GAME.
play it right,
you'll have it your way.
play it wrong,
you're on your way to death.
YET, the way I play it.
is gonna be soooo reckless.
cause I don't give a SHIT right now.
heh heh heh.
you're going down.
if you get in my way:)
my brain's not thinking straight anymore.
result of being tormented too long.
now it even registers someone as DEAD.
when that person is alive O.o
just far far away that person is.
I hope I'm not cursing that idiot :P
but anw.
cherish what you have now.
I can't live taking things for granted anymore.
2012 is depressing much isn't it.
HAHAHAHA.
screw it.
END OF THE WORLD SO BE IT.
I shall have no regrets then:)
REBELLIOUS STREAK.
I HEREBY ALLOW YOU TO COME OUT.
AND SCREW MY LIFE.
Monday, November 16, 2009
just reached home not long ago.
damn tired.
but it was fun.
I was happy.
but now, everything is just tumbling down.
LIAR.
I DON'T FUCKING GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE.
THAT'S IT.
I DON'T FUCKING GIVE A SHIT.
I'm gonna turn emotionless.
it's the only way.
before I break down.
FORGET.
FORGET EVERYTHING.
FUCK THE THING CALLED FIRST COME FIRST SERVE.
IT CAN GO DIE.
IT NEVER HAPPENS.
SHIT IT.
watched my girlfriend is an agent.
surprisingly nice.
and DAMN hilarious.
I laughed.
till I kinda developed a sore throat.
was coughing on the car ride home.
throat damn pain now.
and my ear infection is still D:
muscleache>.<
but alas.
those are only physical pain.
FUCK BEING TRUTHFUL.
now there's a FUCKING hole in my heart.
TYVM.
I'm just gonna throw rubbish in.
just to fill up that FUCKING gap.
hahaha.
"where was I?"
"I LOVE YOU MUMMY, I'M MAMA'S GOOD BOY."
joke sia. that movie. I highly recommend.
gonna watch 2012 tmr:)
I think I'm using movies to fill up the gap.
or maybe not:)
but ahahah.
lately been watching a lot of movies.
night ones some more.
but tmr cannot D:
DAMN SAD.
I LOVE NIGHT MOVIES:)
esp with the right company:)
OMG. NGAIM WAS HITTING THE CHAIR.
I WANNA KILL HER.
SHE LAUGHED.
UNTIL SHE WAS BANGING EVERYTHING.
BLOODY HELL SIA.
I could feel the whole seat moving.
DAAAAAAAAAAAMN CRAP.
ahh ahh. I'm tired.
BUT.
I don't wanna sleep yet D:
there's so many things I wanna rant about.
but, they are so,
MEANINGLESS.
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE.
I FUCKING GIVE UP.
TAKE WHATEVER YOU WANT AWAY FROM ME.
it doesn't matter.
my heart's gonna become stone like.
Friday, November 13, 2009
WELCOME TO THE HOTEL CALIFORNIA. was my mood. HMM. or more like, I got reminded of chao ji xing guang da dao after listening to one of the songs at a restaurant. hahaha. then I remembered I forgot to download that song>.< booey. shall go do that now.
hahaha. I wanna ps my dead blog. BUT I think I'll use it a lot in the next few days. since I'll be some comp maniac. and I'll be lonely.
I'M NOT MISSING YOU.
aww. hahaha. listening to it now:D suddenly randomly felt like downloading it:D
OH NOES! sun cannot watch chao ji xing guang da dao. DAMN IT. I'm gonna cry. depressing. but oh wells. PRESENT. GG LIAO.
FALL FOR YOU. okay damn. random songs are flying in T.T
my blog posts are becoming harder to understand. I hope no one reads the hidden meanings. if not, I'M SO DEAD. but hahaha. who reads a deserted blog man T.T
but myself of course. this place is just for ranting's sake anw.
RANT RANT RANT.
I'm tired D:
I don't feel like posting anymore.
SOMEHOW, I JUST WANNA
KISS YOU THRU THE PHONE.
SUPER RANDOM LARHHS OMG!
but NAH, hahaha. I wanna not sleep. I'm sleepy, I'm tired. BUT. I just wanna stay up throughout the night. for the fun of it.
DO SOMETHING CRAZY.
I think I'm nuts anw.
I'm scared, what I feel is the truth. then, I'll be driven to desperation. AND REALLY GO NUTS.
that'll be SO. SAD.
I can just see the consequences.
everything's running through my mind. worst outcome EVER.
I WANNA WATCH 2012. MONDAY:D
I hope her bro comes. then can JIO:D
Thursday, November 12, 2009
TIRED. SO FUCKING TIRED.
AND IRRITATED.
MOVE ON, GIRL.
I NEEDA MOVE ON.
BAZOOKA!
EVERYTHING'S CRASHING DOWN.
EXPOSED.
GONE GAME.
THIS IS SO STUPID.
I GIVE UP.
I SURRENDER.
I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE.
CRASH CRASH CRASH.
BANG!
KINK.
GIRL'S DEAD.
HOORAY.
I WISH I COULD DIE THE WAY JENNIFER DID.
THEN AGAIN, I WANNA BE THE KICKER.
LIKE K-I-C-K-E-R.
LOW SHOULDER SUCKS.
THEIR SONG IS FUCKING HORRID.
HOW CAN ANYONE GET ADDICTED.
HMM HMM.
DAMN SAD D:
NEW PERSPECTIVE DIDN'T GET PLAYED MUCH.
DAMN IT.
I HATE THE MOVIE.