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couldn't resist posting once more again today xD haha. in posting mood. although yea I admit the previous few ones were rants. hehe. people who know about that can probably guess who it's directed at. but I'm no longer mad. just talked to that person today twice >/////<
just joking man. over that person already. just realised that today. and that I'm starting to notice others. whoops. I'm starting to sound like a flirt. heh. no bitching though. but I probably turn into one when I'm high. yea so paiseh luh. understand me yea people. haha. today I was damn high. cutting out the part about tuition here. talked to that person. made another jealous (I wonder who ehh?) but haha. new friend's COOL :D missing the fun of talking to him already yea. but it just so happens that he's the same. that's probably why we can click. seriously.
-we both go to mc for fun.
-we both like to talk (in a group).
-we both like to irrtitate people.
-we both tend to cling to people we find fun.
-we both tend to go into our own world when we talk.
etc etc. more to name but lazy yea.
so haha. don't get jealous dear friends. you know we click in other ways that he and I don't click yea. that's what makes you special to me ;D haha. gosh I seriously feel like I should be a guy. with the way I can sweet talk people, being a girl is such a waste. someone tell me why I hold these talents :P yea haha. can hear I'm being super ego now. cheerful too :D too high actually. luckily you're not seeing me in person. if not I'd force you to start jumping and dancing around with me. listening to new songs that are really nice now :) yepp haha.
eeyer. I lazy type liao. I go jump around. so much more fun. I want next champs club to come soon xD got so many things to do. get friend's no. know friend's name. GO HIGH. main aim yea. erm, make it fun for that person. since I kinda promised. oh yea wait. he promised to do break dance for me. I'm gonna squeeze it out of him next time. definitely. and yea lastly SPREAD THE EGO-ISM ! wootz. ego rocks. seriously.
oh and yea to clarify and doubts, we're usually the one who talk to everyone when we're in groups. like you know, make being in a group fun. I mean like c'mon, can you really tahan when everyone in your group is quiet and stoning?
and when we go into our own world, it means like. hmm. when we start to quarrel or do something stupid, it ends up being just directed at each other. we tend to forget about the group sometimes. and when that happens, of course I'm there to save the day and end the thing by pulling someone else in. hehe.
I blame you. I blame myself. I blame life. I blame insecurities. I blame looks. I blame sight. I blame hearing. I blame words. I blame actions. I blame lies. I blame truth. I blame hope. I blame despair. I blame feelings. I blame hurt. I blame love. I blame human. I blame living. I blame dead. I blame people. I blame creation. I blame excitement. I blame happiness. I blame tears. I blame pain. I blame numbness. I blame friends. I blame songs. I blame technology. I blame transport. I blame places. I blame countries. I blame talent. I blame questioning. I blame understanding. I blame knowledge. I blame false. I blame passion. I blame bonds. I blame chemistry. I blame science. I blame discovery. I blame new. I blame parents. I blame God.
memories are things that don't last.
I wanna tell you that.
but you've disappeared already.
it's impossible to reach you now.
so I can only turn to rely on others.
creating new bonds with people.
to make up for what has gone.
simply, I'm no longer thinking of you.
-rad-