oh hell to the thing called life
its so damn boring
can't I just die?
zzz I got like nothing to do
and I'm pissed off
like what shit I got scolded
and I totally figured out how
I am going to die haha
if I wanted to make an impact
I would jump
to make people feel guilty
like in front of them or something
if I just wanted to die
for the sake of dying and moving on
I would stand in the middle of the road
and get knocked down by a car
of course I wouldn't hunt the driver
I might even thank him
hmm and another way would be to
just eat a whole load of sleeping pills
and die in my sleep
that should hurt the least I suppose :)
haha yea I sound totally sick
guess it's just because I'm pissed
I should be okay after sleeping
so haha I'm off to sleep again
